August 2005

Nahi jaante k hum achche hain ya kaharab….kyunki hum apne aap par us din control nahi rakh paaye…

Paurnia mai achcah kaam chal raha tha. Rehne khane ka koi dikkat nahi tha. Sushil ka ghar tha waha par..aur mera kaam hi aisa tha k humko jaha v jaana hai waha ghar ka aadmi ban jana hota hai..wo DDLJ wala Shahrukh Khan k tarah..so dat yeh nahin lage k koi bahar ka aadmi aaya hua hai ghar mai…waha hum the,Sushil..usk bhaiya aur uski bhabhi thi….sabse kafi achcah relation tha.. Ek din subeh sushil kahi aapointment lene chala gaya aur us din uska bada bhai v apne hometown gaya hua tha..bhabhi ghar mai akeli thi…

lekin aisa 1^st tym nahi tha…Hum jab v akele rehte toh room mai diary,notes wagerah le jar baithe rehte aur kaam karte rehte aur bhabhi beech beech mai aa karchai wqagereh k puchti ya fir thora der baith jaati aise hi baat karti…lekin us din hum hum thora kaam kahatam karke11 baje k aasaps toh jaise hi ghar mai ghus toh paaya k bhabhi ghar k aangan mai chapakal se naha rahi hai..Hum toh ekdum harbara gaye aur bahg kar wapas jane lage toh tabhi bahabhi hi humko boli k koi bat nahi …aap room chale jaiye..hum fir toh chupvchap neeche sar karke room mai chale gaye lekin humko bohot kharab lag raha tha..lag raha tha k hum ghar mai ghuse hi kyu…ajib sa tension ho gaya tha..

kahir  fir hum bus change karke yu hi late gaye aur….Bhaiya log ka room humlog ka room k pehle the…pata nahi jab bhabhi nahai k aayi toh 2 sec k liye mera room k samne ruk gayi aur humko ajib se dekhi aur fir apna room mai chali gayi…

Pata nahi humko us tym kya hua par hum ekdum achanak utheaur direcnka room k tarf chale gaye…Bhabhi ka room khula hua tha…Hum jaise hi andar gaye tpoh Bhabhi humko dekh li par pata nahi wo kuch boli v nahi aur koi reaction v nahi ki…jaise k usko pata tha k hum aane wale hi hain aur wo wait kar rahi thi…….Wo toh kuch boli v nahin aur bed par jaa k baith gayi aur humko dekhne lagi…Humko achcha se yaad hai k us tym bhabhi sirf towl mai thi aur jaise hi hum aage badhe door se toh mere aankho k aage andhera cha gaya tha…Usk kareeb gaye..aisa pehle kav nahi hua tha…aisa lag raha tha k andar koi bohot jabardast buri taqat aa gayi aur kuch v sochne nahi de rahi hai aur sab bhula de rahi hai…

I became blind and senseless for few secs…achanak jaise hi humko hosh aaya..I found myself standing next to bed, leaned towards her  and she holding my arm and just dragging it to touch her bare assets…

Pata nahi par achche se yad hai achahnak us waqqt tumhar chehra yaad aa gaya…aur dil se I love u nikal a…usi waqt tumhare face dikhai diya aur hum pagal log k tarah use hath chura k room se bhag k nikle..apna rrom mai ja kar room bandh kiye aur bohot roye…pura din apna room se bahar nahi nikle.Bohot ajib se tension walal environment ho gaya tha..nNext morning hi bus pakde aur bahgalpur aaye aur fir waha se ghar wapas aa agye….

Ghar aa kar ek dost ko pura story bataye troh sala mera hi majak udane laga….bolta hai k maine itna achcha opportunity chor diya kisi ko kya pata chalta….

Kahir..fir kav yeh trash kisi ko nahi sunaye hum..kav wapas Sushil k ghar nahi gaye..Purnia jate toh hotel mai hi rukte…

Kav kav lagta hai k hum v baki bure logo k jaise ho gaye the….agar aisa nahi hota toh hum uske room k taraf gaye hi nahi hote starting mai….lekin yar agar sach mai ka mine hote toh room se bahar nahi nikalte kav palat kar….I mean aisa toh nahi na hota hoga k har koi aise tym mai hosh sambhale rakhta hoga….Lekin hum jaante hain k sach mai toh hosh mai toh hum v nahi the..par us waqt mera payr humko haarne se bacha liya….

Yeh yaad karke bohot khushi milti hai k Nekdil humko waha se nikal liya..Wo humko sambhal liya….

Sala socha tha k tumhe sab kuch batauga magar……

MY LOVE MAKE ME SOMETHING THEY CALL “PERFECT”…..